okay

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay
I choose
to be still…

sometimes I close my eyes

sometimes I daydream

sometimes I stay in bed WaY past  morning

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay
I cry
I sob
I scream (alone)

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay
I smile at others
some whom I know

and some who look familiar

and some whom I don’t recognize at all

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay
I watch comedians and comediennes
I play with my furBabies, especially my youngest cat BluOreo

I listen to music
I talk with friends
I talk to Heaven

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay

I read
I scribble
I doodle
I write

I am not okay
and in the absence of okay
I simply sit…

on the floor, on the sofa with my TeenAngels, on the bed with my cats, at the dining table…

I am not okay…and in the absence of okay

I know…it is more than okay
that
I am not okay

because
always, anywhere, anytime
Heaven is okay
and
Heaven is holding me

Common Day Hero: I never, ever thought you’d leave earth before me. 31years is still too short a time to have known you, my dearest Maddy. My heart is shattering. Love and miss you so much. Hug Opa, Nonnie and all our dear ones for me and JadEvan, please.

2020+two

Happy 2022!

I still use an old-school planner…you know, flip it open, use a writing utensil to jot down plans for the day, week, month! I usually purchase a planner for the new year in October or early November of the year prior, but not this time!

This year is already different (for me) because I didn’t buy a planner till Tuesday of this week!

In the last week of December 2021, I heard The Divine say, take the month of January away from social media. I said alright. I learned some time ago that I need not understand or even like the ways of The Divine, but IF I choose to be Led…and follow the Voices of Heaven, I will discover some things that would otherwise be missed.

More than not, these days, I listen. And what I’ve found is that, when I listen…

I AM opening myself up for unexpected/pleasant moments…and delights from the Angels!

When we truly surrender, our palms are open to ALL that Heaven has…and I fully believe that I AM living under an open Heaven…meaning Heaven is open to rain/shower blessings of ALL sorts on us…no limits.

What are you releasing, so that your palms remain open today, this week, this month, this new year?

Is The Divine Asking you to step away from (and simultaneously step towards) anything/anyone?

What are you opening yourself up to/for this new year?

Common Day Hero: You were a welcome surprise to my life. Grateful for your kind heart and openness to ALL that Heaven is bringing. JennMcD, I dedicate this post to you.

healing

Healing is miraculous, at times.

Healing is available through herbs, essential oils, nature and all that Mother Earth has to offer.

Healing comes through modern medicine…scientific/technological advancements.

Healing is taking deep breaths, singing, exercise, journaling, dancing, therapy, drawing, meditation, listening to music, coloring, reading, time in nature, stating affirmations, spending time with friends (human and/or animals!), etc.

Healing is heaven ~ we sing about it, talk about it, quote verses about it but ain’t nobody tryna make a trip today!

I have been Asking the Divine for healing in the form of a miracle for so many people in my life right now.

My eyes are filled with tears on a daily basis.

My heart is heavy and I’m taking deep/full breaths throughout the day.

I’m releasing ~ envisioning balloons (and at times bubbles) floating up to Heaven so that I no longer carry any weight.

Are you carrying any weight around a health test, a diagnosis/prognosis, a job, a relationship, something else that is traumatic/unexpected…painful, heart-breaking?

What helps bring healing to your heart? Incorporate one item into your day. 

Healing is doing what YouR heart needs!

Your heart is WORTH it!

On the journey with you, fellow Warrior…always!

Common Day Hero: You are a devoted prayer warrior. Countless individuals have benefitted from your prayers (me and my children included). Thankful for your love, kindness and prayers. Elsie, today, I dedicate this post to you.

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