Tag: life

October 17, 2024

cigar

Wrote this on 8 April, 2024, after visiting a cigar shop…

 

I AM the smoke inside your lungs

and

when you exhale,

I’m the residue

clinging

to the inner lining

the walls

of your chambers

coating the inside

with

my color and warmth

and

making my mark

so

you’ll always be mine

across

all timelines…

and galaxies

forever, mine

 

Common Day Hero: I cannot begin to describe all that is the make-up of this deep, at times, sharp pain. Sometimes, crushing…sometimes, overwhelming…the tears seemingly endless. I sob into my pillow so as not to make a sound, that can be heard. And amidst the pain on this path, there has also been joy. sigh. So, through the tears, I offer praise…for moments that felt like Heaven on earth. For lessons learned, RMA, I dedicate this to you.

March 25, 2022

thirTeeN

My son turned THIRTEEN this week!

We all know this happens – kids grow with time, but still I wonder, how has so much time flown by already? He is a kind heart, and such a delight, this manChild of mine…ever ready to help and so funny!

He said I would now have to “look up to him”! He is taller than me and most likely will very quickly be much taller than me!

He and his sister are among Heaven’s best gifts to me! I AM so fortunate and thankful to be gifted with them. In happy, sad, delightful or difficult moments, we know we have each other.

I shared the Scripture that was on my heart for him, this birthday…words I learned as a young child. These words are found in the Fourth verse of the Fourth Chapter of the Book of 1 John in the Holy Bible. It states, You can be certain that you belong to God and have conquered them (evil forces), for the One who is living in you is far greater than the one who is in the world.

It’s a reminder that no matter what comes against us, we will overcome. We will be alright. We have the Divine on our side and can defeat darkness.

The kids and I are enjoying and wrestling through this journey…it’s both-and…still…always. Here for it all.

Hope you’re fully embracing all the moments in and with your village. Light and Love to you!

Common Day Hero: You are a Light of Heaven to all whom you meet. I’m grateful to have been seated near you, so we could begin a friendship. EmilyP, I dedicate this post to you.

November 25, 2021

ER

Fear of the unknown – that’s what came up recently.

One of my children suffered an injury and because it was at night, all the walk-in clinics were no longer open. We made the trip downtown to a hospital and checked into ER.

When the unknown looms largely, all the voices seem louder than usual. The list of “what-ifs” and “whys” are endless. I took deep breaths. I prayed. I cried. I asked for prayers. I sang. I held my children…more deep breaths.

I reminded my children that The Divine has us…regardless. This is an unpleasant surprise for us, but not a shock for The Divine. There is a plan here; The Divine plan…ever-unfolding.

I AM held.

We are held…by Heaven…always.

Our time of waiting included checking-in, followed by multiple medical personnel coming and asking us the s-a-m-e questions, pain meds administered, a trip to the vending machine for some soda, X-rays and finally the Doctor’s report. After not too terribly long a time of waiting (but what seemed like an eternity in the moment) we had answers!

Nothing broken – PRAISES and so much relief!

Certainly not the way we wanted to begin Thanksgiving break. We let ourselves sit with the sadness around that. We talked through all of it. We took deep breaths together and released it from our bodies.

Then, individually and collectively, we offered gratitude and praise for each other and all that was on our hearts.

I AM so grateful for each person in my life ~ relationships are my greatest asset!

What/whom are you grateful for this month/week/day of Thanksgiving?

Common Day Hero: When my world came crumbling down around me, so unexpectedly last year, you were kind and so readily available. I have seen your beautiful heart shine through more than ever in this season. Grateful for you. Today, I dedicate this post to you, RubyB.

November 27, 2020

thankful

I AM thankful for pleasant surprises and unexpected gifts this season.

All gifts don’t come nicely wrapped with a neatly-tied bow on top. Some come in the middle of or with a mess. Learning to receive every good and perfect gift regardless of how it appears to me.

Today, I’m thinking of an unexpected gift ~ a friend encouraging me to begin sharing my story. Just a few years ago, I’d be horrified at the thought. I have been hiding in plain sight for so long, but The Divine has been preparing me for more than I can even claim to know.

Close to three and a half years ago, I began opening my heart to Yesú…I chose to trust, to be real – to show all that’s cracked and broken within me because only through those places can the Light shine through and pierce the darkness.

And that trust…that decision to be real led me to fully surrender. For me, surrender is a daily choice and simply means allowing myself to be held by The Divine. I don’t “hold on” or “hang in there” because I AM held. Firmly, gently and most lovingly held by The One who chooses to never let go, leave or abandon me.

From my choice of surrender, came the opportunity to share a slice of my story…

I AM excited to share with you dear ones…my FIRST podcast interview!

To listen and share with all your friends, copy/click on the link below:

https://www.josephwarren.net/brokencatholic/295-why-do-we-call-god-the-ultimate-gentleman-marriage-divorce-episode 

After listening to the podcast, would you consider these questions:

Is anything currently keeping you from choosing to trust The Divine plan? If yes, with whom can you share this podcast, sincerely process and create mutual accountability?

What really resonated with your heart, today? How can you incorporate that take-away into your life?

Common Day Hero: Regardless of the day or time…I know whenever I need it, you will war for and alongside me. Grateful you’re in my ever-ready to spiritually fight circle! Grateful for the Truth you boldly share and receive. I hold you and your family close, always. MariaJose, I dedicate this post to you.

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