{"id":1226,"date":"2020-09-25T07:34:03","date_gmt":"2020-09-25T13:34:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lalijean.com\/\/?p=1226"},"modified":"2020-10-01T09:23:22","modified_gmt":"2020-10-01T15:23:22","slug":"fumbling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lalijean.com\/?p=1226","title":{"rendered":"fumbling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Has there ever been a time in your life where you felt like you were fumbling? And I don&#8217;t mean just once in a game&#8230;I mean, fumbling like it was becoming something on the regular?<\/p>\n<p>May the words of The Divine ring true for you here&#8230;now&#8230;in <em>this<\/em> very moment. You are exactly where you&#8217;re meant to be. I continue to fully embrace the belief that there are<em> no<\/em> accidents.<\/p>\n<p>Fumbling, faltering, failing&#8230;forward.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m good with it. I <em>wasn&#8217;t<\/em> raised to be ok with fumbling. I was raised to be perfect, to never miss the mark, to be extremely rigid about attaining &#8220;perfection&#8221; and always give the impression that I didn&#8217;t fumble.<\/p>\n<p>What fumbling, faltering, failing&#8230;forward means to me is that I am not ignoring what needs to be addressed, not making something up and not making<em> anything<\/em> more than it is.<\/p>\n<p>I AM simply stating truth. Acknowledging the impact of that truth. Sitting with it as long as I need. Reminding myself that self-care is not selfish and (slowly, but surely) prioritizing self-care. Creating a plan based on love for self, healthy boundaries and this statement of Truth:<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>I have <\/strong><\/em><strong>everything<\/strong><em><strong> I need. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>This is a principle that was presented to me in childhood. It continues to bring comfort and peace to me. The Lord is my Shepherd; I have everything I need. (I lack nothing. I shall not lack. I shall not want). Verse one of Chapter twenty-three from the Book of Psalms in the Bible.<\/p>\n<p>The Lord is my Shepherd speaks cared for, nurtured and safety to me. Each sheep is of utmost importance to the Shepherd and I am safe in the care of The Divine. I am taken care of and nurtured by The Divine.<\/p>\n<p>I have everything I need <em>when<\/em> &#8211; promises made are broken, friendships fade, health fails, depression persists, loved ones relocate (pass on\/away, transition from this life) and all hell unleashes on me.<\/p>\n<p>I have everything I need <em>because<\/em> &#8211; I have love for myself (Divine Love is my firm foundation), I AM a Warrior armed with courage and Truth, I am committed to the journey of healing in every way &#8211; mind, body, spirit.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>I have <\/strong><\/em><strong>everything<\/strong><em><strong> I need.&nbsp;<\/strong><\/em>And so do you, fellow Warrior.<\/p>\n<p>If someone has unexpectedly turned the light off in your world, look for the smallest Light. The Light of the Sun, Moon and stars are always available&#8230;a reminder that the Light of The Divine is eternal. Listen for the Words whispered by The Divine. They are a Lamp for our feet and a Light for the path (Psalms again ~ Verse one hundred and five of Chapter one nineteen).<\/p>\n<p>Fumbling, faltering, failing&#8230;forward&#8230;with you because <em><strong>WE have <\/strong><\/em><strong>everything<\/strong><em><strong> we need<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong><span style=\"color: #ff6600;\">Common Day Hero: <\/span><\/strong><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">You have faithfully cared for those around you. Even when you are unappreciated, you exude courage and dignity. When we were kids, I admired your beauty and intellect. Now, I also admire your strength and resilience. Smarita, I dedicate this post to you.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Has there ever been a time in your life where you felt like you were fumbling? And I don&#8217;t mean just once in a game&#8230;I mean, fumbling like it was becoming something on the regular? 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