{"id":2658,"date":"2021-03-12T07:33:05","date_gmt":"2021-03-12T13:33:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lalijean.com\/?p=2658"},"modified":"2021-03-12T07:33:09","modified_gmt":"2021-03-12T13:33:09","slug":"pursue","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lalijean.com\/?p=2658","title":{"rendered":"pursue"},"content":{"rendered":"

With all that is before us…a seemingly endless list of possibilities, what continued to come to me this week was, pursue<\/em> kindness.<\/p>\n

That my friends, is difficult beyond expression when kindness is not what’s being thrown my way. And as my kids will tell you, a lalism they’ve grown up hearing is “difficult, but not impossible”. sigh.<\/p>\n

This first quarter of twenty-twenty1 found me taking so many more deep breaths. Deep being the operative word! With all the arrows and darts of unkindness coming my way, I had to repeatedly (multiple times a day) remind myself to be gentle and kind to myself.<\/p>\n

Only when we pursue kindness for our own hearts can we genuinely and fully extend kindness to others. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

It seems regardless of culture, heritage or background, we’re told to be kind to others. While that’s good, I feel there is no solid base if we aren’t first kind to our own selves.<\/p>\n

It’s back to The Bible…love your neighbor as<\/em> yourself. If we don’t love ourselves, we won’t be kind to ourselves and we’re not really a help to our neighbors (across the street and around the globe).<\/p>\n

For years, I was seeking kindness from others, but not giving kindness to my own heart. I was raised with no margin for error, no room at all for mistakes…perfection was required.<\/p>\n

I failed miserably in that environment and sadly, was so unkind in my words…to self and others. Buried underneath all the “right words” and rules was a kind heart just waiting to be set free…to simply breathe.<\/p>\n

A few years ago, I chose something different. I chose kindness for myself and it began\/continues to grow like a field of beautiful flowers available to all around me.<\/p>\n

I learned to listen more, to ask more questions (rather than make statements) and I began redirecting myself. As soon as unkind words, blame and shame enter my mind, I take time to evaluate it all.<\/p>\n

I hold up all dark words to the Light and give myself time (sit with it) to see if there’s any Truth there. I no longer feel anxiety to rush and “fix” things. I AM at peace.<\/p>\n

After I’ve taken time to evaluate it all, I say you can leave now or I say, that’s a lie; I only cling to Truth. I also say, that’s not me. I have literally done a little jig to “shake off” the negativity from me and my space!<\/p>\n

It is alright to acknowledge when I have chosen to be helpful or hurtful to myself and others. It is alright for me to evaluate and change course as necessary so that I’m living fully from a place of kindness and love.<\/p>\n

I need not spin in guilt, anxiety, shame, what-ifs, fear or allow ridicule and condescending voices to “take over” my mind. I can let all the feelings out and not accept the negative roots that are trying to settle into my space.<\/p>\n

This is what has worked\/is working for me – evaluate. sit with\/face it all (take all the time your heart needs). release. speak\/write\/sing\/dance Truth…repeat!<\/p>\n

Are you kind to yourself, dear one? What helps you choose kindness? Even in the difficult moments when the accusing, shaming, hurtful, fill in the blank<\/em> voices seem so loud, what helps you cling to Truth?<\/p>\n

Close your eyes with me. Embrace kindness for your heart.<\/p>\n

Once embraced, kindness flows like cool, refreshing waters to your heart as often as you wish <\/em>and you now have the ability to extend it generously to all.<\/p>\n

Common Day Hero: <\/span><\/strong><\/em>Your prayers continue to encourage and strengthen me. As soon as you heard about my pain, you were here. I can’t begin to express all the ways that filled my heart. JessicaS, I<\/span><\/span> dedicate this post to you.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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