2020+two

Happy 2022!

I still use an old-school planner…you know, flip it open, use a writing utensil to jot down plans for the day, week, month! I usually purchase a planner for the new year in October or early November of the year prior, but not this time!

This year is already different (for me) because I didn’t buy a planner till Tuesday of this week!

In the last week of December 2021, I heard The Divine say, take the month of January away from social media. I said alright. I learned some time ago that I need not understand or even like the ways of The Divine, but IF I choose to be Led…and follow the Voices of Heaven, I will discover some things that would otherwise be missed.

More than not, these days, I listen. And what I’ve found is that, when I listen…

I AM opening myself up for unexpected/pleasant moments…and delights from the Angels!

When we truly surrender, our palms are open to ALL that Heaven has…and I fully believe that I AM living under an open Heaven…meaning Heaven is open to rain/shower blessings of ALL sorts on us…no limits.

What are you releasing, so that your palms remain open today, this week, this month, this new year?

Is The Divine Asking you to step away from (and simultaneously step towards) anything/anyone?

What are you opening yourself up to/for this new year?

Common Day Hero: You were a welcome surprise to my life. Grateful for your kind heart and openness to ALL that Heaven is bringing. JennMcD, I dedicate this post to you.

favored/favoured

Thinking about Mother Mary this holiday season, had me overwhelmed with emotion…

She was “highly favored” AND pregnant but not married in a time that looked down on such things

“Highly favored” AND couldn’t get a loan…a bank account…or a phone on her own

“Highly favored” AND couldn’t get a place in her own name

“Highly favored” AND rejected by the local townsfolk, gossiped about by the praying and the prEying

“Highly favored” AND discredited, made fun of and most likely ostracized by the Believers Only Club and the At-least-we-lookiN-Holy Inc

“Highly favored” AND how many “friends” disappeared once she went public w/her “condition”

“Highly favored” AND which religious circle/s welcomed her into their group

“Highly favored” AND she had to tell her fiancé, I’m pregnant oh…it’s Heaven’s Child – like ain’t no man did this

“Highly favored” AND she appeared mentally unstable

“Highly favored” AND how much prenatal care she get

“Highly Favored” AND in the dead of night, had to leave erythAng she knew AnD move…not up to the East side, no…she had to move to a place that certainly didn’t look HeavenSent

“Highly Favored” AND she laid on the dirtY floor of a stable…a barn, surrounded by animals, LAWD, the smells alone – I need to know, did somebody give the girl some lemon, lavender, mint…anything?

“Highly Favored” AND she gave birth to her firstborn: The Most Powerful and simultaneously Gentle One, The Great Spirit, The Divine, My Sovereign One behind the Bethlehem Bed and Breakfast.

“Highly Favored”…now, maybe we should talk about the definitions for this word, Favor – kindness, approval, support, over generous, preferential treatment…wait a minute, whose definition of FavoR we talkiN’ about here?

Favor from Heaven’s perspective is NOthing like what earth may have ya believing!

Remember to remind yaSelf of the way Heaven views Favor

iF you are Highly Favored, Heaven will drop a seed into ya system that Heaven alone can germinate and develop and finally cause to “show” on the outside.

Heaven alone can take credit for the nourishment, birth and growth of this new life.

This new life will have limitless potential but NO human can decide what the path will look like. It may not appear “logical” but iF ya keep your ears open to the Sound of the Angels, they’re coming in this season of miracles to remind you that you are “Highly Favored” and EverY single occurrence in your is because…

You are Highly Favored!

Can you raise ya hand up in the air; make a fist if you like and say it out LOUD with me…I AM Highly Favoured!

That interview that did NoT turn into an offer is because I AM Highly Favored

That promotion I was promised but didn’t receive is because I AM Highly Favored

That house loan I was assured wasn’t granted because I AM Highly Favored

That relationship (friendship or romantic) didn’t go as I planned because I AM Highly Favored

What are you being Protected from because you are Highly Favored?

What is Heaven allowing to happen so people will shun you, even in and maybe especially in religious circles?

What is Heaven allowing so people will speak terribly to you and about you because you are Highly Favored?

What is it that isn’t looking like good sense but is Heaven’s leading?

What is it that has you shaking ya head because despite the lack of logic, you know in ya heart, all is well?

What has you seeing the Wonder amidst the worrisome?

Regardless of how it appears, the Truth that holds me is I AM Highly Favored!

Common Day Hero: To see, experience and know it all through the wonder of a child…that is my prayer. May we never lose the wonder…you hold it so well. I miss you immensely and hold ya in my heart always. My dear Robin Diane, I dedicate this post to you.

adore

“O come let us adore Him” is the song in my head…and on my lips today.

I don’t sing because everything is exactly as I want or hoped it would be. I sing because my HOPE (heavenly oxygen permeating earth) is not in a human.

My HOPE is in Heaven…in the Divine. This has me untethered!

And there are days that no songs come. I don’t have steps to a cure of any sort for what ails us…just suggestions to help us engage (and not isolate). It seems that when we isolate-without-end, it’s more harmful than helpful.

Suggestions (hopefully helpful) – adopt a pet (if you don’t want a pet full-time then pet-sit!). If you’re not a pet person, volunteer to help some of our fellow humans in need. Sign up for a local art, self-defense, calligraphy, cooking, dance, coding, writing, speaking class…or something else that interests you!

May you find joy on the journey, peace in the process and delight (even if just for a moment) amidst despair this holiday season!

Common Day Hero: I see such a tenacity, fire and tenderness in you. May all of Heaven’s favor be upon you always. Aunty Hassina, I dedicate this post to you.

blessing

Verses 24-26 in Chapter six of the Book of Numbers in the Holy Bible says,

“The Lord bless you and keep you; 

The Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you;

The Lord lift up His countenance upon you, And give you peace.” 

This week, the verses above have been my prayer and meditation for us all.

Heaven, let your light shine down on us. We receive it and in turn, share it with our world.

That.is.all.

Common Day Hero: Your connection to the Angels has increased my joy and comforted me in deep pain. I AM grateful Jenn introduced us and you connected me to Kelly. Hugs and more hugs, Sue. I dedicate this post to you.

felt

This week, while standing amidst a crowd, I suddenly felt overwhelmed with emotion for a woman whom I saw about two rows in front of me. I did not know her; what I knew was that I needed to speak with her.

I had no words; this is typically how it happens with me. I knew the words would come when it was time to speak (not my words and not from me). I knew the words that The Divine had for her would flow through me.

I have no control over what comes; it’s not premeditated. I can’t “plan” the talk; yes, my analytical side has attempted. Want to know what happens every.single.time? None of what I plan comes out…truly; whatever I’ve “prepared” just vanishes!

So, I’ve learned to let the words come spilling out when it’s time and I’m reminded of Verse thirty-eight of Chapter Seven from the Book of St. John in The Holy Bible that states, “…out of your belly will flow rivers of living water”.

And almost always when I share, it’s what the person needs in that moment. I never want to offend/hurt or insult anyone, so before I share, I typically give a disclaimer similar to this: I’m a flawed human, so please take only what resonates with you.

Back to this week, amidst the crowd…I walked up to the stranger, introduced myself and asked if it would be alright to share; she said yes! I shared what was on my heart. We both cried and hugged. It was a powerful moment.

I see moments like these as: Hugs from Heaven or Dap from The Divine…a reminder that EVERY human is seen.

YOU are seen!

YOU are heard!

Heaven knows!

Rest assured dear heart, you are not alone on this journey.

Hugs, strength and Peace to you from a fellow Warrior.

Common Day Hero: I AM grateful beyond words to have met you all those years ago, brave soul. You are such a delight, a force of good, a tenacious and adventurous spirit. Kayla, I dedicate this post to you.

UNpleasant

For some of us, the holidays are not a pleasant season/experience. It’s a reminder of grief/s unresolved…and maybe some griefs, unexpected.

The holidays have me (and some others I know) remembering those who are no longer here. Some have transitioned from this earth and some are here, just no longer in our circle. Both seem deeply painful and at times, irreconcilable.

I don’t know of a formula for working through grief. sigh. From those who have shared their stories with me and my own experience, it seems a very personal and unique journey for each human. 

It’s easy to externally appear “well” because of pressure from family, work, friends, religious circles, our own inner critic. For some of us, it’s hiding in plain sight – with a bottle of pills or alcohol, with sugar, with anything that will have us feeling good momentarily.

This holiday season, I’m asking that we genuinely prioritize ourselves…that we take the time needed to grieve; to let ourselves feel and fully process.

This holiday season, as friends and family gather, if we need a moment, may we take the moment and walk away. If we need to decline some holiday party invites, may we do so. My heart is not that we isolate; my sincere hope is that we find a way to our healthiest rhythm.

If we need therapy, a support group, a book club, a dance class, yoga, pilates, an exercise buddy or group, a new hobby, a punching bag, a lifestyle change, more sleep, more water, an accountability partner… whatever it may be, may we move forward in it…now.

Happy Holidays ~ I understand it may not be “happy” but amidst it all, I wish us moments of sheer delight, laughter and happiness. I also wish us strength for this journey.

Proud of us for continuing to move forward.

I AM on the journey with (and for) you always, brave heart. 

Common Day Hero: You are such a loving and open heart to all around you. I see the strength of a thousand warriors within you. Shukriya for your kindness and hosting me even when you didn’t really know me. And always, thank you for the world’s best roti! Z-Ma, I dedicate this post to you.

ER

Fear of the unknown – that’s what came up recently.

One of my children suffered an injury and because it was at night, all the walk-in clinics were no longer open. We made the trip downtown to a hospital and checked into ER.

When the unknown looms largely, all the voices seem louder than usual. The list of “what-ifs” and “whys” are endless. I took deep breaths. I prayed. I cried. I asked for prayers. I sang. I held my children…more deep breaths.

I reminded my children that The Divine has us…regardless. This is an unpleasant surprise for us, but not a shock for The Divine. There is a plan here; The Divine plan…ever-unfolding.

I AM held.

We are held…by Heaven…always.

Our time of waiting included checking-in, followed by multiple medical personnel coming and asking us the s-a-m-e questions, pain meds administered, a trip to the vending machine for some soda, X-rays and finally the Doctor’s report. After not too terribly long a time of waiting (but what seemed like an eternity in the moment) we had answers!

Nothing broken – PRAISES and so much relief!

Certainly not the way we wanted to begin Thanksgiving break. We let ourselves sit with the sadness around that. We talked through all of it. We took deep breaths together and released it from our bodies.

Then, individually and collectively, we offered gratitude and praise for each other and all that was on our hearts.

I AM so grateful for each person in my life ~ relationships are my greatest asset!

What/whom are you grateful for this month/week/day of Thanksgiving?

Common Day Hero: When my world came crumbling down around me, so unexpectedly last year, you were kind and so readily available. I have seen your beautiful heart shine through more than ever in this season. Grateful for you. Today, I dedicate this post to you, RubyB.

earrings

Just bought my first pair of hoop earrings…and they’re gold!

Growing up, I was not allowed to wear any jewelry (gasp! a Curry/Indian/Asian-American girl with no jewelry?)…sigh; great tragedy of tragedies…’tis true!

I’m announcing it because it was/is such a joy for me to own gold hoops!

I AM free to become excited about the seemingly insignificant things/moments!

I AM a single mom of two brave humans and three adorable cats!

I AM forty-five (true; forties are the new twenties!) and…

I AM now (for the first time ever!) the owner of hoop earrings…gold hoop earrings…that.is.all!

What’s something seemingly small/insignificant/irrelevant to others, but BIG to you?

Common Day Hero: You are a force of positive energy, laughter and great delight. You were so authentic from the day we first met. As you stand in your Power, I see your mom shining on through you. I’m here for (and with) you always. NaLa, I dedicate this post to you.

driven

I’ve blogged about this before, but it keeps coming up so I’m “talkiN” about it again!

Driven…relentless.  X…Y and Z must happen at any cost. For me, the word ‘driven’ brings up an image of not taking care of one’s self because what’s priority is m-a-k-i-n-g things happen.

I choose to be Led.

Led, for me personally, is moving forward from a place of worship…rest…Peace.

As I AM led, I move into spaces that I know in my core are best.

Any work completed from here is always most fruitful/productive and truly beneficial for me and those around me.

I don’t hustle or grind. I move forward according to the impressions of Heaven on my heart…as I AM led.

I remind myself to stay here, in this calm space…in my heart because so many external factors…voices/noise say otherwise, but I know I’m the healthiest and favorite version of myself when I AM Led.

My fellow humans, friends, Warriors ~ in a world (religious world included) that is loud…a world that is screaming for something, at every turn, despite the fact that you’re already exhausted beyond expression, running on fumes and many times on the floor, bleeding out…may I encourage you to pause? To…

Be still.

Hear the Whisper.

Choose to be Led.

Together, may we be Led so that we can then lead and bring others along, from this healthy space.

Being Led has brought so much Freedom, Peace and Joy to me.

As you consider all this, what is one item that need not take up space on your plate any longer – in your personal, professional or spiritual circle, emotionally, mentally?

Common Day Hero: LuMaN, I felt your presence this past weekend and saw you even though you were physically nowhere near me…tears came rolling down my face at the thought of you. I really wanted to hug you; felt so strongly that you just needed to be held. I sent/send you love. Hope you are comforted and reassured every time Love and Light is sent your way. You are so dear to me. Today, I dedicate this post to you.

buried

I’ve been thinking about a verse from childhood…Verse twenty-four of Chapter twelve from the Book of St. John in The Holy Bible says, unless a seed/kernel of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain ~

I was completely caught off guard.

I thought we were friends (at the very least)…I believed mutual respect and care were a part of that recipe.

I was stabbed…repeatedly…I’m talkiN verbally, emotionally, mentally, spiritually…

I was then buried alive.

I couldn’t breathe.

In the dark, I kept silent, at first because I was in shock. Then, I began screaming for someone…anyone and slowly the darkness became darker (didn’t think that was possible).

Others joined you, to add more dirt (some of the others who joined in added more shock and pain). I felt so betrayed.

I felt SO much pain…in every way…so.many.tears…my voice so hoarse from screaming…my body exhausted and aching as if I’d physically been beaten…

Time passed…seemed an eternity of darkness, then, suddenly, I broke open and that’s when realization came –

I AM a seed…

I needed to be buried…needed to be placed so far underground that I’d break open. Only then would I be able to fully receive the nourishment only Mother Earth could provide…and one day NEW life would spring forth!

Slowly, but surely, I RISE…what was intended to end me only REBIRTHED me…I AM HERE to stay!

I emerge now…new, healed, transformed and restored because I will bloom wherever I AM planted!

Same to you, dear heart! Push past the dirt…I AM in this with and for you…always!

Common Day Hero: I feel your presence here, with me. Some days, I have no words…just tears. I see you on streets of gold. I see you smiling and laughing…so full of joy. I know that you see, you know, you understand in a way that I don’t…yet. My heart is overflowing with love for you. Today, I dedicate this post to you, Zara Anjali Jane.

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